I was 6 weeks pregnant. I just got up and left, and told one of the other people to tell my boss I was feeling unwell. I can't even remember if I switch off the computer before I walked out, I was desperately trying not to look anyone in their eyes. The boss saw me at the parking lot, and I said nothing. And I don't know what to tell him if he asks me tomorrow why I just suddenly left work. I've only worked there for 3 months, and had not told anyone there I was expecting.

I just couldn't stay. I had bled through my clothes, and I felt like the world was coming down, and I was so angry, cause I had been so looking forward to the baby. Silly enough I was angry at it for leaving me like that.
We hadn't even told the family yet. I was going to do that after the ultrasound in two weeks.
I just don't know what to do now... wait or try again?

It's so odd that this little thing can affect you so much. I mean, it hadn't even had the time to develop heartbeat, but still we had discussed names, made plans for the pregnancy, the birth, how to tell the grandparents...

We only have one frozen embryo left now.

I'm not even sure why I am writing this, I just need to tell someone...