I know I'm probably exaggerating, but it seems like you only post negative things. I honestly don't know if you truly enjoy anything (there are really people who have this condition). If you do, it seems that you gloss over the good parts and point out the negative things. Life is shitty, I get it. Most people have this instinct to filter out negative things in order to enjoy life as much as possible. Some people revel in the bad stuff, as if they seek to validate their opinion about how miserable life is. My dad is like this, so I'm very familiar with the symptoms.