As well as your perfectly reasonable explanation for departing RAFO, when I tried to coax you back on Skype. Does anything matter? Well, you provided a nice wake up call for someone whose new wife and imminent firstborn should have been MORE than enough cause to realize there are more important things in life than spending far too many hours on even the most active website, let alone a derelict. Thanks in part to you, I will not live the rest of my life having missed my daughters first steps and words because "someone was wrong on the internet."

A momentary return under the current circumstances seems less broken faith than catharsis; certainly my thoughts and prayers will be with you and your family as ya'll try to endure. Savor the memories and good moments (of which it seems there was recently another even in the eleventh hour; I am grateful at least for that) because no one can take nor darken them: They are yours forever. And if nothing matters, it does not matter that nothing matters; live each fleeting moment to the fullest and forever cherish our brief moments with all who share them. Not despite the possibility nothing matters, but BECAUSE of it. Whether it matters or not, "I am glad you are here with me. Here at the end of all things."