And I find myself as the ship of theseus so liberating, so if I am not perfect now, I may become a little better each day, and so on.

Aka Grace.

And if I die tomorrow, well I die, but hopefully I left something behind that will further someones else's Ship of Theseus journey.

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Per another Roland who once said...

There they stood, ranged along the hill-sides, met

To view the last of me, a living frame

For one more picture! in a sheet of flame

I saw them and I knew them all. And yet

Dauntless the slug-horn to my lips I set,

And blew “Childe Roland to the Dark Tower came.”