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Re: It's a self-propagating cycle, feeling bad. Danae al'Thor Send a noteboard - 08/05/2010 05:34:13 PM


Other than that, basically the reasons you gave. Some people would be upset, it would create a big uproar, and it just seems so... troublesome. Not really even worth the effort.


I've tried it thrice, a very, very long time ago, and each time it didn't take. Not that I resent it, but it was SO EMBARASSING trying to explain it to the person/s who "caught" me. And all that effort for nothing!


...whenever I am already depressed, I seek to do all I can to stay that way, and engage is all sorts of self-destructive thought processes. I'm too pragmatic to actually do anything self-destructive, but I'm good at keeping myself locked in nearly suicidal depression, and a part of me finds perverse pleasure in this.



Most of all, what helps is probably just not thinking about anything like this, and focusing on other matters, whatever they may be. That's what I try doing anyway, and other than frequent bouts of depression and a general apathy about most things, I seem to be okay lol. Not sure how well any of this answered your questions... But your post made me want to share something of my feelings.

I think, sometimes, it's good that you share. I don't know about you but I feel less alone, and less of some sort of freak or a failure when I know that it's not just me.

Of course, I like the "I fought depression and I won" stories even more, except that they sound so bleeding tiring.

Anyway. Thanks for sharing, both the good stuff, and the bad.
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Danae-Log: So. What makes life worth living? Danae al'Thor - 08/05/2010 05:04:26 PM 1616 Views
The good bits Camilla - 08/05/2010 05:17:37 PM 1236 Views
Re: There are cannibals out there who believe(d) that if you ate bits of your enemy/someone, Danae al'Thor - 08/05/2010 05:24:16 PM 1109 Views
Re: There are cannibals out there who believe(d) that if you ate bits of your enemy/someone, Camilla - 08/05/2010 05:27:27 PM 1063 Views
Re: It's because the muscles haven't gotten all developed and stringy yet. Danae al'Thor - 08/05/2010 05:28:44 PM 1179 Views
Re: It's because the muscles haven't gotten all developed and stringy yet. Camilla - 08/05/2010 05:30:42 PM 992 Views
Re: I think lots of us had pre-construed that anyway. Sorry. Danae al'Thor - 08/05/2010 05:35:16 PM 1114 Views
Re: I think lots of us had pre-construed that anyway. Sorry. Camilla - 08/05/2010 05:45:35 PM 1049 Views
Re: It said: Danae al'Thor - 08/05/2010 06:01:59 PM 1068 Views
Re: It said: Camilla - 09/05/2010 12:04:37 AM 932 Views
Excellent reply *NM* ironclad - 10/05/2010 12:34:10 PM 632 Views
Try meditation. Just breathing exercises and relaxation. Tom - 08/05/2010 05:24:34 PM 1188 Views
Re: Um, I meditate. And I manage quote fine without CDs to do it. *NM* Danae al'Thor - 08/05/2010 05:27:28 PM 658 Views
I would posit you're not doing a good job if you're considering suicide. *NM* Tom - 09/05/2010 04:39:05 AM 687 Views
Re: I'm not considering suicide! It says so in my post! I'm so annoyed with people who assume I am! Danae al'Thor - 09/05/2010 05:23:37 AM 1169 Views
Why do you need to affirmatively say you're not considering suicide, then? Tom - 09/05/2010 05:41:50 AM 1184 Views
Re: Because I wanted to make clear my problem, and ask for a little help that wasn't about fixing me Danae al'Thor - 09/05/2010 05:50:27 AM 1123 Views
Suicide is scary A Deathwatch Guard - 08/05/2010 05:28:00 PM 1215 Views
Re: It's a self-propagating cycle, feeling bad. Danae al'Thor - 08/05/2010 05:34:13 PM 1091 Views
Dunno p hart - 08/05/2010 06:01:06 PM 1223 Views
Re: That's a never-ending line. *NM* Danae al'Thor - 08/05/2010 06:09:40 PM 561 Views
I can only think of one reason Bramhodoulos - 08/05/2010 06:43:11 PM 1269 Views
Re: I feel a little ignorant. Danae al'Thor - 08/05/2010 06:45:47 PM 1034 Views
Yeah, that one (typos ) Bramhodoulos - 08/05/2010 06:46:37 PM 1164 Views
Frankly, I agree, but it's not something of which people can be really be "convinced. " Joel - 12/05/2010 12:43:29 AM 1221 Views
No Bramhodoulos - 12/05/2010 12:53:42 AM 1135 Views
Oh, I totally agree. Joel - 12/05/2010 01:05:29 AM 1035 Views
Ah, so you used "convinced" as a verb and not as a participle *NM* Bramhodoulos - 12/05/2010 09:30:59 AM 629 Views
Right. Joel - 12/05/2010 12:17:59 PM 1403 Views
personally LadyLorraine - 08/05/2010 06:45:45 PM 1116 Views
Re: How many horses do you have? Danae al'Thor - 08/05/2010 06:48:27 PM 1013 Views
I have two LadyLorraine - 08/05/2010 06:55:39 PM 1152 Views
That's an insanely hard question Danae SilverWarder - 08/05/2010 08:53:06 PM 1211 Views
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Ah, I see SilverWarder - 08/05/2010 09:19:22 PM 1142 Views
Re: I think the difference between you and me in some ways is... Danae al'Thor - 08/05/2010 09:27:17 PM 995 Views
Well - I'm glad it's of some help :-) SilverWarder - 09/05/2010 09:39:20 AM 1057 Views
So what makes you think death is any better? *NM* Dark Knight - 08/05/2010 09:11:46 PM 605 Views
Re: Um, since I am not contemplating suicide, it's not an issue. Danae al'Thor - 08/05/2010 09:16:39 PM 1207 Views
Answers lie within Dark Knight - 08/05/2010 09:43:01 PM 1154 Views
Re: I rather like that idea myself. Danae al'Thor - 08/05/2010 10:02:34 PM 1120 Views
No easy answer. Beqi - 08/05/2010 09:26:52 PM 946 Views
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I'm probably not the right person to answer this question... damookster - 08/05/2010 09:34:35 PM 1340 Views
Re: Don't take this the wrong way... Danae al'Thor - 08/05/2010 09:36:21 PM 1189 Views
I'm praying for you right now... vandevere - 10/05/2010 10:08:32 PM 1092 Views
I just wanna know what's next, 'cause it tends to be baffling. (beat.) - 08/05/2010 10:18:16 PM 1213 Views
Re: Do you believe in reincarnation? You might be able to! *NM* Danae al'Thor - 09/05/2010 05:24:17 AM 516 Views
That would be way awesome. (beat.) - 09/05/2010 11:53:40 PM 1170 Views
Re: I haven't read it. Or heard of it. Let us know what it's like! *NM* Danae al'Thor - 10/05/2010 08:36:41 AM 657 Views
It's small, sweet and related to all this stuff here. *NM* (beat.) - 10/05/2010 12:09:47 PM 567 Views
Experience Larry - 08/05/2010 10:44:08 PM 1214 Views
Re: You need to grow a beard, Larry. Danae al'Thor - 09/05/2010 05:25:20 AM 1177 Views
Who's to say I haven't? Larry - 09/05/2010 11:56:56 AM 972 Views
I'm fairly certain there isn't some magic "thing." nossy - 08/05/2010 10:45:34 PM 1052 Views
Re: That's interesting. Danae al'Thor - 09/05/2010 05:26:34 AM 1086 Views
Re: That's interesting. nossy - 09/05/2010 09:12:38 PM 1019 Views
Because I can't be world dictator if I am dead random thoughts - 08/05/2010 10:47:37 PM 1032 Views
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Helping other people. *NM* BlackAdder - 08/05/2010 10:51:28 PM 516 Views
Re: If you don't mind my asking, Danae al'Thor - 09/05/2010 05:31:22 AM 1096 Views
Re: If you don't mind my asking, BlackAdder - 09/05/2010 10:11:43 PM 1093 Views
Can't help you there. jh - 08/05/2010 11:22:01 PM 1082 Views
Re: When the theses are done they can be fun! *NM* Danae al'Thor - 09/05/2010 05:31:48 AM 567 Views
Hmmm. No. jh - 09/05/2010 04:44:44 PM 1159 Views
Some days it just boils down to duty. Tashmere - 09/05/2010 12:52:06 AM 1211 Views
Re: The no expectations thing is HARD. To do on a moment-to-moment basis. Danae al'Thor - 09/05/2010 05:43:00 AM 1157 Views
I was in a slightly bleak mood when I wrote the first reply. I need to amend it. Tashmere - 13/05/2010 12:59:09 AM 1247 Views
That there will be a sixth season of Supernatural? Sophy - 09/05/2010 06:30:34 AM 1181 Views
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love, connection with others, the awe of being alive in the world temeraire - 09/05/2010 07:17:34 AM 965 Views
Re: You don't have to find stuff for me! Danae al'Thor - 09/05/2010 10:31:00 AM 1039 Views
Love is all that keeps me sane. rebelaessedai - 09/05/2010 07:31:44 AM 1091 Views
Re: *NM* Danae al'Thor - 09/05/2010 10:31:18 AM 489 Views
Whatever you decide it does smaug - 09/05/2010 10:17:09 AM 1083 Views
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*flourishes hat* smaug - 09/05/2010 08:44:33 PM 1242 Views
That video is excellent, thanks! *NM* SilverWarder - 09/05/2010 05:52:11 PM 499 Views
Bad dancing is too awesome to not be shared *NM* smaug - 09/05/2010 08:46:27 PM 550 Views
Yep, it's one of those clips that makes you think mankind isn't that bad after all *NM* ironclad - 11/05/2010 09:20:38 AM 611 Views
The small things. Rebekah - 09/05/2010 10:45:46 AM 1182 Views
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waitwaitwait Camilla - 09/05/2010 12:18:13 PM 960 Views
Re: Read the review when I post it! Danae al'Thor - 09/05/2010 03:19:14 PM 1147 Views
Carnal bliss, hydrocodone and brownies Vodalus - 09/05/2010 10:47:24 AM 1226 Views
Re: hydrocodone = pain meds? Paracetamol? Danae al'Thor - 09/05/2010 11:10:22 AM 1043 Views
It's an opiod often combined with paracetamol. Vodalus - 09/05/2010 05:46:50 PM 1246 Views
To crush your enemies, to see them driven before you... TaskmasterJack - 10/05/2010 01:40:14 AM 1051 Views
Re: Make sure your dentures are in. *NM* Danae al'Thor - 10/05/2010 08:35:49 AM 480 Views
Hmm. I'm trying to seriously consider your question. Nate - 10/05/2010 02:21:32 AM 1122 Views
Re: As a neutral third party, I hate that girl. Danae al'Thor - 10/05/2010 04:47:06 PM 1131 Views
Spring-time forests with flowers *NM* Floffe - 10/05/2010 05:59:46 AM 501 Views
Re: *NM* Danae al'Thor - 10/05/2010 08:41:19 AM 491 Views
I stick around for updates to the Danae-Log! Avendesora - 10/05/2010 12:14:43 PM 1197 Views
Re: Dude. Danae al'Thor - 10/05/2010 04:44:24 PM 995 Views
Heh. click the link. Avendesora - 10/05/2010 05:45:53 PM 1160 Views
Re: <whistles> Bayyyyybeee. Danae al'Thor - 10/05/2010 06:04:51 PM 1042 Views
Perv. *NM* Avendesora - 11/05/2010 02:00:43 AM 595 Views
Re: Danae-Log: So. What makes life worth living? lyringlas - 11/05/2010 09:28:09 PM 1072 Views
Love and the people who share it still seem the best answer. Joel - 12/05/2010 01:01:51 AM 1059 Views
I don't think it's a question to ask, but a decision to make Helene - 14/05/2010 07:38:46 PM 1219 Views
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