We disagree on almost everything but I appreciate you trying to help me anyway. If at any time my replies to you have been insulting, I apologize.
I have, without doubt, made replies that are insulting to you. My apologies for those, as well.
But depression is a fact of my life, too, and it irks the hell out of me that so little is done that can be because our government and our society thinks all psychedelics are dangerous. Too little of our deepening understanding of the brain makes it to actual practice in how we deal with issues in society, and I'm sorry you have to pay the cost of that.